Aching loneliness?

I guess it must be because I have just moved into a new empty flat, and I haven’t spent a lot of time there, so it feels like one of those faux ‘room set ups’ that they do in places like Ikea, and it doesn’t look too disimilar either, its all white and laminate flooring.

Anyway, I was a bit low last night. I called my ex husband yesterday in Miami and he is talking about how he is still there because they keep extending his workload, and that by the end of the year he will be there permanently. I was pleased for him because that is what he always wanted, but he didn’t sound happy. Some people never are. Then I felt crappy because it would mean that I couldn’t just hop on a train and go see him, even if I felt like I wanted to. Pure selfishness on my part.

Must have been a day for me hassling my ex- partners, because I texted E and asked him if I could get my TV and Futon back. He texted me some acid reply saying ‘ oh well, you could have done if you hadn’t ripped me off, but then, that’s life, shit happens’.

What?? I texted him back ‘ no-one ripped you off you stupid cunt’……there followed an accusation from him that I should ‘ see a professional’ because I have ‘anger issues’.

This from a guy who I recently found out was sacked because he pinned a colleague up against a hotel room wall ( he tried to strangle him), his personal hygiene was shoddy, and the other staff and even the clients didn’t want to do business with him because he was so rude, arrogant and aggressive………and I have anger issues?? I don’t think so!!

Anyway, that upset me ( obviously!). I spent 3 and a half years with this guy and this is how he behaves? twat.

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