So this is a nice post, and one that I hope should anyone read it will make them feel uplifted.
I have spent a good 4 days with C, we went away and had a wonderful time. We truly enjoy each others company, AND he can cope with me when I get manic, not only that, but he doesn’t hold it against me when I am more ’stable’ by reminding me of things that I have done and said. The only thing he does mention is his lack of sleep.
I now get this wonderful warm feeling whenever I think of him, or look at him. I constantly want to touch him whenever I am near him. It is VERY apparent to my new flat mate A that we are in love and he has known me for about 5 years.
My only worry now is that I could potentially mess it all up by being too demanding ( see previous posts about me calling him and telling him to get a taxi over to see me, and then hanging up on him when he wouldn’t!). So I have to be calm.
I haven’t seen him now since Monday afternoon, and he chose to see me today ( wednesday night), as he knew I had work to do for my friends yesterday. But we speak on the phone, and his voice is full of kindness. He called me at 7.00 am this morning for my ‘wake-up call’ and he was so sweet, he said
’ don’t fall back to sleep now darling!, I’ll speak to you later’.
I know he is the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with, no matter what. Just knowing that he exists makes my heart sing with happiness. I am the luckiest girl in the world!!
I wish that everyone could experience this once in their lifetime.
